寂寞寂寞就好 - Hebe 田馥甄

 I like the lyrics so much~

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了 想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

I feel the lyrics is suitable for me~ I stay in alone is better~ I'm need to return back all my happiness, because its borrow from others~ and also, promise myself, will return happiness to myself~ because......I'm not stupiD~ =)

TryMyBestToForget !!!!

I had give a friend scold today~~ She asked me don't care him any more~ he is not your bf now!! so care for what?? after i saw this sentences, I was hurt!! n I cry!! she said, this is the truth!! no need to hurt, still many boy waiting for you.. I know, this is just a comfort~ but I can't control to missing~

and now, I just know my feeling.. I try to forget, force myself to forget.. delete your number from my contact list, n delete u from my fb's friend list.. but after I do this, I feel suffer.. n I add u as my friend again.. >< u ask me whats happen? I said just block wrong people from the list.. u ask, izit deliberately? I said not!!

Hmm.. if let me choose again, I think, I also will make the same decision~ I won't regret what I do and whats I get today... may be, and i also hope, this is just an illusion~ I miss, I love, is last time, not now~ 你的甜言蜜语不再为我而说，以前我们之间的亲密称呼也不属于我了～再没有''我们''、''我和你''这些字眼出现在我俩之间了～

I won't forget all the memories that between we two~ and I also won't be the third party~ I just hope the time can bring through every things~ Anyway, I will try my best to forget~ hope you happy always =)

心放空了～

今天忽然有種感覺要看你的profile。。當然，我看了。回憶一涌而出～～～

我記得那時候，我多想靠近你，陪你度過這難關，但你卻冷漠的把我給推開！你對我說了些過分的話，當時我的心真的真的很痛，形容不到的痛。我躲在廁所里哭。我母親就在外面，我更本不敢哭出聲。我咬住自己的手背，有多大里咬多大力，好讓把心里的痛給減了。但沒用，心依然痛，眼淚依然不停的流，全身也不停的顫抖著。我把水給打開，淋著自己，好讓自己分不清臉上到底哪些是淚、哪些是水。全身的衣服也都濕了～但沒用，淚是熱的，水是冷的、心也依然的再痛著～我永遠永遠也忘不了當時我的心是如何的痛，我從來也沒試過的～那一刻，我知道了、明白了，我該放下了～我沒恨你，因為這都是我自取的，我不怪你，也沒資格去怪你。對你而言，我，是什么？你有否付出過真心？我從未住進過你的心里嗎？你，依然忘不了你的舊情人？

那時你問我，还要在回一起嗎？我猶豫著，我給你的答案是→不懂。我沒騙你，我確實不懂～我不懂我放下你了沒～不懂愛一個人的感覺是如何了～更加不確定你的心了，我不想當玩具、不想當代替品、不想當避风港。

當我知道你有女朋友后，我有點開心，更多的是不開心。我問自己，我為什么不開心？我回答不到～應該是一切來得太快？還是原本就是很久以前的事，只不過被你的花言巧語給騙了？還是那些都不是花言巧語，是每個男生都经常掛在嘴邊的''普通''話呢？

開心的是，你，終于不再孤獨，不再一個人了～我，真心的祝福你～♥ 希望你們能在一起到永遠～♥ 希望她，能令你改變，變回以前大家所認識的你～♥ 直覺告訴我，她愛你，用心的愛你。老天爺是公平的，你的苦也應該受夠了。好好珍惜這幸福吧～♥

about me～

Eyen's the name.. I have long hair.. im not pretty n cute~ I like to hang out v my fren~♥ n I like to dressing up~♥ I had finish study for my form5.. n now, im was continue in my piano~ wish can b a piano teacher~ but its stress~ n next year 2011 will go to college to take some course for improve myself~ Korea n Japan is my dear~♥ KimHyunJoong is my darling~♥ Family is important to me, friends comes to the second.. I hate the feeling of  being deceived.. I will respect to the people who are treat me in good.. The people who are betray me, or bad to me, I will double ur money back~ just tat for intro myself =)